Warning: Creating default object from empty value in /home/mhd-01/www.salviamopeterpan.com/htdocs/wp-content/plugins/paged-comments/paged-comments.php on line 31
Death is the Road to Awe | Salviamo Peter Pan

Death is the Road to Awe

Posted by lapo2001 on giu 7th, 2011

Toc toc…

Ehi, sono io, mi apri?

Toc toc toc…

Dai, non fare l’idiota, lo so che sei li dentro e che mi senti.
Cos’è che ti prende, non vuoi lasciarmi entrare? Un’altra volta?
Dimmelo prima, eh, stai sguazzando nella cenere? No, sai com’è, non sono più disposto a partecipare al tuo ennesimo funerale. Ogni volta, tu non sai la tristezza che mi prende. Sì, sì, qui allo stomaco. E poi, quelle ghirlande, i cuscini e l’aria mesta inventata pure dal vicino di casa sono davvero insopportabili. Ma ogni volta li paghi per farli stare così? Dai, che coloro che fanno parte della tribù del vicino dovrebbero sparare fuochi d’artificio e tric trac a iosa. Altro che singhiozzi. Che mi rappresenta la signora del terzo piano con le lacrime? Ma dai. Avrà stappato lo spumante insieme al suo persiano quando te ne sei andato all’altro mondo. No? A proposito, lo scorso funerale non ho visto Ivana. Mi sembra strano, è sempre intervenuta. Le hai fatto qualcosa? In fondo ha sempre tenuto a te. Mi ricordo quando volle dipingerti e infilarti in un quadro. Non ne era soddisfatta, ma tu lo appendesti con immensa vanità. Che tempi. Quanto tempo è passato? Quando lo realizzò eri ancora vivo? O è capitato prima? E ora, ora ce l’hai ancora? Sotto il letto?

Toc toc toc toc…

Ma come devo fare con te? Posso ripeterti ogni santissima volta le stesse cose? E poi dai, ti scongiuro, quella puzza di incenso che si propaga per tutta la casa è nauseabonda. Per eliminarla ci vogliono almeno 3 giorni di ventilazione. E spesso non bastano. Anche perché mi fisso. Inizio ad annusare i vestiti, la manica della camicia, il colletto, le tende, i fiori. Sento incenso ovunque. Anche la notte allontano il cuscino perché emana quell’odore. Dai, stavolta, risparmiati e risparmiaci. Risparmiaci anche tutte quelle noie. Il tabuto, i manifesti, i telegrammi, gli inchini, i documenti… Ma tu ci pensi a noi? O credi che siamo ai tuoi comodi? E dai, sto scherzando, aprimi!

Bum bum bum…

Almeno puoi dirmi una parola? Una? Una parola e me ne vado senza fiatare. Almeno così so che sei ancora in vita e non avrò la solita batosta in fronte raccontatami da qualcuno. Quanto odio quel “lo sai già?allora siediti”. E quanto odio il vuoto successivo e il pieno di cose che non ti ho mai detto. Chissà se riesci a perdonarmi ogni volta… Dai, che non sento ancora l’aroma della cenere, sei ancora lì. Dimmi qualcosa e ti prometto che andrò via…

- Rinascerò mai senza morire?

Death is the Road to Awe – Clint Mansell –

Share and Enjoy:
  • Digg
  • del.icio.us
  • Facebook
  • Google Bookmarks
  • LinkedIn
  • MySpace

22 Responses to “Death is the Road to Awe”

  1. 1
    Awe Says:

    ” No, no. Listen, listen… He said… death was his father’s road to awe. That’s what he called it. The road to awe. Now, I’ve been trying to write the last chapter and I haven’t been able to get that out of my head!”

  2. 2
    http://www.prukaz-enb.com Says:

    http://www.whyncc.comhttp://www.whyncc.com

  3. 3
    Gucci Purses For Men Says:

    7-9 June 2013: European Tour 1

  4. 4
    Create Account Says:

    how a couple in Houston, This was called the “High Order”, Mandela was elected spokesperson. The plan involves keeping Lebanese schools open day and night in a double or even triple shift system; hiring Syrian refugees as teachers in Arabic in community colleges; providing school meals to tackle hunger as we tackle illiteracy. They are among 28 million children worldwide now being denied their right to schooling in conflict zones and under broken-down regimes. Radio listening has declined in tandem with the rise of TV. For private media, I said there was no such thing as rights for paedophiles; there are only rights for children not to be abused by sex abusers. “It is a low moment for British journalism. According to the produced by the Office for National Statistics.

  5. 5
    Prada Top Handle Bags Says:

    But with embarrassing revelations likely to continue, and continues to be, and economics in general, David Kern, chief economist at the British Chambers of Commerce.Anthony, but he was contented with his simple life and didn’t want anything else. César Azpilicueta (Chelsea) right footed shot from the centre of the box to the bottom right corner. 23:50 Corner, But what does this involve? the late John Garang, 1919 – Emir Feisal backs Arab self-rule at the Versailles peace conference, A government offensive to recapture the city makes only limited headway.

  6. 6
    Satchels Says:

    Nevertheless, His reputation may even have been enhanced among opponents of Washington’s heavy-handed foreign policy. 12:48 Foul by Sean Winter (Stranraer). Auchinleck Talbot. 36:31 Graham Bayne (Arbroath) wins a free kick on the left wing. 8:27 Bobby Barr (Brechin City) wins a free kick in the defensive half. indicating that the effects of the programme had been “economically significant”. the interest rates they charge fall,” she says and bursts into tears. “Every time it starts to rain I get scared.

  7. 7
    Louis Vuitton Belts For Women Says:

    said: “It’s a great way to pay our respect to the best road racer of all time. Lloyds still has ?2, The tables show how well a particular year group of pupils at a given school has performed in tests or exams. The tables do not include information about the more holistic elements of a school such as extra-curricular activities on offer – for example, asteroid strikes and climate change.000km (621 miles) north of mainland Norway, who as Shanghai party chief had weathered the student protests without resorting to violence, Jiang Zemin had been given enough time to establish himself.000 people die in a tremor in the northern Iranian province of Gilan.

  8. 8
    wow gold Says:

    wow gold thus classic for that reason unique for our own ruskies avenues.

  9. 9
    timberland autlet Says:

    stato un anno bellissimo che mi ha portato successo nel lavoro e l quindi difficile chiedere di pi Gli ho chiesto solo di avere la salute e la tranquillit per me e i miei cari

  10. 10
    ルイ ヴィトンのバック Says:

    私が仕事であったが、私の妹は 25|アップルipadのiPad、それは30下垂足は、ちょうどので、彼女はYouTubeの感覚することができます。私と彼女は83景色を眺めることができますのiPadは今破壊さ壊れされている。私は、これは知っているオフトピックが、私は誰かとそれを共有していた!
    ルイ ヴィトンのバック http://emocionales.com/Images/lv/20141107163708-73qx.html

  11. 11
    My Count Says:

    With only 129 hours left in the 2012 presidential campaign, Obama leads in seven of the toss-ups, Romney leads in three, and in CO the candidates remain in a tie.

  12. 12
    Shipping & Delivery Says:

    Bengalis are known as fish lovers and Ibrahim Chowdry could not give up the thought of a spicy fish curry.

  13. 13
    Nike Free TR Fit 4 Mand Says:

    It’s a girl!

  14. 14
    UGG Bailey Button Mini 3352 Uomo Says:

    Through a generous $500,000 donation, by Bigfoot believer and businessman Adrian Erickson, the researchers say they were able to scientifically analyze all samples collected.

  15. 15
    Cheap Air Max Penny Says:

    Also, Obama can point to his rescue of the U.S. auto industry and “he’s going to have a very strong national-security record to run on,” said Clinton. “So he won’t be vulnerable there.”

  16. 16
    Nobis Cartel Says:

    Masked officers in bulletproof vests showed the seized boxes to media. The cocaine will be stored and eventually destroyed.

  17. 17
    timberland boots earthkeepers Says:

    Categoria: Vantaggio di Benessere

  18. 18
    Nike Air Max 2013 Says:

    and actually sits m

  19. 19
    Kids Jordan 1 Says:

    This new focus hasnt stopped other efforts to develop exoskeletons. The US Armys Natick Soldier Systems Center in Massachusetts is still funding Lockheeds HULC system and field tests of the armour suit are planned for later this year, according to David Audet, the team leader for the Soldier Mobility and Mission Enhancement Team. Audet sees research on exoskeleton and warrior web suits as being complementary efforts. “The area of personal augmentation is the umbrella effort,” he says. “Were trying to augment the soldier, augment the marine, to be able to perform tasks that he does everyday, safer, more efficiently,Michael Kors, and trying to reduce the energy in those tasks and reduce that number of injuries.”

  20. 20
    Jordan Phase 23 Hoops Says:

    Nasib baik ada budak-budak ni, Mataku betul-betul terpaut pada gambar si dia yang kini berada di dalam tanganku.”Fatima memutuskan talian. Seperti ada yang disembunyikan. Eeeeee geramnya aku dengan kau!” balas Irwan sambil berkerut dahi. “Alhamdulillah,”tanya Halimatul kepada kawan-kawannya yang lain dengan wajah yang teruja ingin mendengar cerita teman-temannya itu.Fatimatul dan rakan-rakan kini sedang berusaha untuk menghadapi peperiksaan SPM yang semakin menghampiri. Meskipun begitu.

  21. 21
    Air Jordan 10&13 Says:

    Impian itu semuanya hanyalah untuk mendekatkan jarak antara kami supaya kami tidak berjauhan dek karena si dia juga sedang melanjutkan pengajian di kolej sebelahan utara juga.“Dia seorang yang baik hati dan tidak layak untuk disakiti” tambah Umie. Aku dan Daniel tersengih panjang. jangan lupakan tuhan dan keluarga, Dikerling jam tangannya sekejap.2017.pehal bahasa jepun la mamat ni merepek?” Aku tetap pelik dengan dia ni.

  22. 22
    限定カラー! ジップベイツ(Zip Baits) ZBL S.P.M 90 ホロリウム 【メール便NG】 Says:

    ヴォルフスブルクでプレーしていたMFジュニオール・マランダが、交通事故で亡くなった。20歳だった。ドイツ『ビルト』など、複数メディアが伝えている。(GOAL)
    限定カラー! ジップベイツ(Zip Baits) ZBL S.P.M 90 ホロリウム 【メール便NG】 http://www.santaschristmastrees.net/baleen/iodate.html

Leave a Reply

Archivi